Save me from wasting my time

I’m just going to keep thinking about you, trying to talk to you, and liking you. It would make my life easier if you would just tell me whether or not you want to be friends. If its yes great and I can move on easier. And if it is not fine! I will move on! It will be tough but I will get through it. I want to be friends but if you don’t make an equal effort, then I cannot be friends with you! Kills me but it is what I gotta do!!! :/ 

I hate when I get this feeling! It sucks and just brings me down! Thinking about her makes me hurt even more!!’

Still have that feeling

I am still thinking about you. I wanna know why. I wanna know what I did wrong. I wanna feel better. And most of all I wish to have you back! You were the 1st girl that actually liked me and I dont know wen it will happen again for me an if it will….so I wanna hold someone who did like me and see where that can take me…but that is not the case :(